Finally back to my good ol blog..
Last few days have been just as normal as they could be...no ups nor downs..life just moving on, summers approaching and it brings with it the laziness, that makes us just lie on the couch flippin pages and tuning tv...
From the past two months i have into reading and reading few novels..which makes me get into it as does the character..and they being love stories have just left me numb making me read it again and again and again....
I have been addicted to the twilight series by Stephenie Meyer, and iam so adversely in love with Edward Cullen the vampire in the book, who has been seventeen since 80 years and falls in love with a huamn girl whose smell makes him so thirsty, that it forces him to let go of the goodness he prevailed in him of not killing humans as a vampire.But his love for Bella is more than his painful thirst.The way he loves her and still fights with himself for not killing her is the essence of this book.And Bella, though knows he is a vampire cannot detach from him and yearns him to bite her so that she could live with him as a Vampire..
..Here are a few excerpts from the book...
"Okay, i'll come with you"
"You cant Bella.Where we'r going.......Its not the right place for you."
"Where you are is the right place for me."
"I,m no good for you bella."
"Dont be ridiculous." I Wanted to sound angry, but it just sounded like i was begging. "You're the very best part of my life."
"My world is not for you," he said grimly.
"You promised!, you promised that you would stay "
"As long as that was best for you," he interrupted to correct me.
He looked away into the trees as he spoke agiain. "Of course, ill always love you...in a way.I,m tired of pretending to be something I,m not Bella. Iam not Human."
My whole body went numb.I couldn't feel anything below the neck.
"I would like to ask one favour, though if thats not too much," he said.
"Anything," I vowed, my voice faintly stronger.
"Dont do anything reckless or stupid," He ordered no longer detached."Do you understand what iam saying?".
I nodded helplessly.
"And i ll make you a promise in return. I promise this is the last time you'll see me.I wont come back.I wont put you through anything like this agian.You can go on with your life without any more interference from me.It will be as if i never existed."
"Goodbye Bella" he said in the same quite, peaceful voice.
*
"But how could you believe that i didnt love you?After al the thousand times i have told you that i loved you, how could one word break your faith in me? I could see it in your eyes that you believed that i didnt want you anymore.The most absurd ridiculous concept in any way that i could exist without needing you!"
"You are impossible", he said. "How can i put this so that you'll believe me?You're not asleep, and you are not dead.I'm here and i love you.I have always loved you,and will always love you.I was thinking of you seeing your face every second i was away. When i told you i didn't want you it was the blackest kind of blasphemy."
*
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
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I cannot be without you Bella, but I will not destroy your soul.
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You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course… If you outgrew me—if you wanted something more—I would understand that, Bella. I promise I wouldn’t stand in your way if you wanted to leave me.
