I knew this had to be coming...a new post!
Woke up to a late morning..It never happened to me before...but the window next to my bed is so put up...that as soon as i open my eyes...the sun shines right onto me...and the 9 0 clock sun makes me go Blind and i go Aaarrrgggghhhhhh!!!!
I feel like Ishan Avasthi...when i spend half an hour in the loo...Brushing!
Put the clothes into the washing machine...I dont understand the Oh so many Buttons on the Automatic washing machine...My granddad does...He has this systematic 1 then 2 then 3 then 4 and start.Byhearted..So i tell him..Dont want to heat up my sleeping brain so early in the morning....for a washing machine..
Drink my cup of tea or coffee for other 20 Mins...
Late...Rush..Shower...Rush ..Breakfast...Have got the Nutella Hazlenut rich Choclate spread Can for toasts..Yum!
...Rush...Rush...Rush...Office...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Rumblings!
After a long long time...wonder if people still read this.. its feels ages and life has taken an unusual proper turn..couldnt get any better,started work, learning many new things,iam finally heading out of obscurity.
No complains.Getting closer to being in family, guilty of not missing friends,should get a cell phone soon...and start talking to all..
Date : September 23 2009..
No complains.Getting closer to being in family, guilty of not missing friends,should get a cell phone soon...and start talking to all..
Date : September 23 2009..
Thursday, August 20, 2009
If..
If - Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master,
If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings -- nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And -- which is more -- you'll be a Man, my son!
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master,
If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings -- nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And -- which is more -- you'll be a Man, my son!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
The Enemy Without
I turned the Sunday's paper and found this piece of advice by Paulo Coelho..It is so true...and something i needed for believing everthing(one) is always good...
The enemy without-
Its the story of a girl who decided to climb a mountain to visit her grandmother. It was pouring with rain, a cold wind was blowing, and thunder rolled at each second.
When she was almost reaching her destination, she felt something brushing against her feet. Looking down, she saw that it was a snake.
“I’m almost dying”, said the snake. “It’s very cold and there’s no food up here on this mountain, please protect me! Put me under your coat, save my life, and I will be your best friend”.
Despite the storm, the girl stopped and began to reflect. She saw the snake’s green and gold skin and told herself that she had never seen anything so beautiful.
She thought how her classmates would envy her if she showed up with a snake to defend her from everything.
Finally she said: “All right. I am going to save you because all living beings deserve care and affection”.
The snake became the girl’s friend, served to scare aggressive people at school, and kept her company on lonely days. Until one night when she was doing her homework and she felt a sharp pain in her right foot.
On looking down, she saw that the snake had bitten her.
“You’re poisonous!” she cried. “I’m going to die!”
The snake said nothing.
“How could you do this to me? I saved your life!”
“On that day, when you bent down to save me, you knew I was a snake, didn’t you?”
And he slithered slowly away.
The enemy without-
Its the story of a girl who decided to climb a mountain to visit her grandmother. It was pouring with rain, a cold wind was blowing, and thunder rolled at each second.
When she was almost reaching her destination, she felt something brushing against her feet. Looking down, she saw that it was a snake.
“I’m almost dying”, said the snake. “It’s very cold and there’s no food up here on this mountain, please protect me! Put me under your coat, save my life, and I will be your best friend”.
Despite the storm, the girl stopped and began to reflect. She saw the snake’s green and gold skin and told herself that she had never seen anything so beautiful.
She thought how her classmates would envy her if she showed up with a snake to defend her from everything.
Finally she said: “All right. I am going to save you because all living beings deserve care and affection”.
The snake became the girl’s friend, served to scare aggressive people at school, and kept her company on lonely days. Until one night when she was doing her homework and she felt a sharp pain in her right foot.
On looking down, she saw that the snake had bitten her.
“You’re poisonous!” she cried. “I’m going to die!”
The snake said nothing.
“How could you do this to me? I saved your life!”
“On that day, when you bent down to save me, you knew I was a snake, didn’t you?”
And he slithered slowly away.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
food for soul
Finally back to my good ol blog..
Last few days have been just as normal as they could be...no ups nor downs..life just moving on, summers approaching and it brings with it the laziness, that makes us just lie on the couch flippin pages and tuning tv...
From the past two months i have into reading and reading few novels..which makes me get into it as does the character..and they being love stories have just left me numb making me read it again and again and again....
I have been addicted to the twilight series by Stephenie Meyer, and iam so adversely in love with Edward Cullen the vampire in the book, who has been seventeen since 80 years and falls in love with a huamn girl whose smell makes him so thirsty, that it forces him to let go of the goodness he prevailed in him of not killing humans as a vampire.But his love for Bella is more than his painful thirst.The way he loves her and still fights with himself for not killing her is the essence of this book.And Bella, though knows he is a vampire cannot detach from him and yearns him to bite her so that she could live with him as a Vampire..
..Here are a few excerpts from the book...
"Okay, i'll come with you"
"You cant Bella.Where we'r going.......Its not the right place for you."
"Where you are is the right place for me."
"I,m no good for you bella."
"Dont be ridiculous." I Wanted to sound angry, but it just sounded like i was begging. "You're the very best part of my life."
"My world is not for you," he said grimly.
"You promised!, you promised that you would stay "
"As long as that was best for you," he interrupted to correct me.
He looked away into the trees as he spoke agiain. "Of course, ill always love you...in a way.I,m tired of pretending to be something I,m not Bella. Iam not Human."
My whole body went numb.I couldn't feel anything below the neck.
"I would like to ask one favour, though if thats not too much," he said.
"Anything," I vowed, my voice faintly stronger.
"Dont do anything reckless or stupid," He ordered no longer detached."Do you understand what iam saying?".
I nodded helplessly.
"And i ll make you a promise in return. I promise this is the last time you'll see me.I wont come back.I wont put you through anything like this agian.You can go on with your life without any more interference from me.It will be as if i never existed."
"Goodbye Bella" he said in the same quite, peaceful voice.
*
"But how could you believe that i didnt love you?After al the thousand times i have told you that i loved you, how could one word break your faith in me? I could see it in your eyes that you believed that i didnt want you anymore.The most absurd ridiculous concept in any way that i could exist without needing you!"
"You are impossible", he said. "How can i put this so that you'll believe me?You're not asleep, and you are not dead.I'm here and i love you.I have always loved you,and will always love you.I was thinking of you seeing your face every second i was away. When i told you i didn't want you it was the blackest kind of blasphemy."
*
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
*
I cannot be without you Bella, but I will not destroy your soul.
*
You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course… If you outgrew me—if you wanted something more—I would understand that, Bella. I promise I wouldn’t stand in your way if you wanted to leave me.
Last few days have been just as normal as they could be...no ups nor downs..life just moving on, summers approaching and it brings with it the laziness, that makes us just lie on the couch flippin pages and tuning tv...
From the past two months i have into reading and reading few novels..which makes me get into it as does the character..and they being love stories have just left me numb making me read it again and again and again....
I have been addicted to the twilight series by Stephenie Meyer, and iam so adversely in love with Edward Cullen the vampire in the book, who has been seventeen since 80 years and falls in love with a huamn girl whose smell makes him so thirsty, that it forces him to let go of the goodness he prevailed in him of not killing humans as a vampire.But his love for Bella is more than his painful thirst.The way he loves her and still fights with himself for not killing her is the essence of this book.And Bella, though knows he is a vampire cannot detach from him and yearns him to bite her so that she could live with him as a Vampire..
..Here are a few excerpts from the book...
"Okay, i'll come with you"
"You cant Bella.Where we'r going.......Its not the right place for you."
"Where you are is the right place for me."
"I,m no good for you bella."
"Dont be ridiculous." I Wanted to sound angry, but it just sounded like i was begging. "You're the very best part of my life."
"My world is not for you," he said grimly.
"You promised!, you promised that you would stay "
"As long as that was best for you," he interrupted to correct me.
He looked away into the trees as he spoke agiain. "Of course, ill always love you...in a way.I,m tired of pretending to be something I,m not Bella. Iam not Human."
My whole body went numb.I couldn't feel anything below the neck.
"I would like to ask one favour, though if thats not too much," he said.
"Anything," I vowed, my voice faintly stronger.
"Dont do anything reckless or stupid," He ordered no longer detached."Do you understand what iam saying?".
I nodded helplessly.
"And i ll make you a promise in return. I promise this is the last time you'll see me.I wont come back.I wont put you through anything like this agian.You can go on with your life without any more interference from me.It will be as if i never existed."
"Goodbye Bella" he said in the same quite, peaceful voice.
*
"But how could you believe that i didnt love you?After al the thousand times i have told you that i loved you, how could one word break your faith in me? I could see it in your eyes that you believed that i didnt want you anymore.The most absurd ridiculous concept in any way that i could exist without needing you!"
"You are impossible", he said. "How can i put this so that you'll believe me?You're not asleep, and you are not dead.I'm here and i love you.I have always loved you,and will always love you.I was thinking of you seeing your face every second i was away. When i told you i didn't want you it was the blackest kind of blasphemy."
*
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
*
I cannot be without you Bella, but I will not destroy your soul.
*
You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course… If you outgrew me—if you wanted something more—I would understand that, Bella. I promise I wouldn’t stand in your way if you wanted to leave me.
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